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Ok lets start off with yesterday shall we?

Yesturday I wprked so that wasn't exciting. I did drive though which was fun ^_^. After work I went to Danielle's yet again, geez I might as well live there! We went for sushi for dinner which was super duper, I had chicken terriyakki and I actually finished it all! I felt like such I pig after but it was good yum ^_~. OMG there were these 3 really cute guys there (I was like DO ME). I ended up phoning my Aunty G to wish her a happy birthday while I was waiting for my food.

Later that night We challenged her brother to a game of mario party 5 which we sadly lost TT__TT. We also partied and talked about our friends and how we wouldn't miss anyone but eachother! Kazaa she still wants to be my friend! We also ended up watching another episode of the anime. Then we took do for a walk around the block and to the gas station where I WANTED A FUCKING SLURPPY BUT NOOOOOOOO THEY SHUT THE SLURPY THINGYS OFF AT 8. Not to mension the guy was awsome nerdy and needed a shave.

Dani and I plan on going to Vancouver on saturday to hang like we used to and havent for a long ass time. I'm soo excited.

This morning I woke up to the sounds of Dani's brother playing video games. I woke up very slowly. I must have woke up on the bubble side of things because I've been on cloud 9 alllllllll day so far. I ended up drinking a cup of coffee reading the paper and then cleaned their house, wont I make a good house wife LOL (it's only funny cuz it's true). after I finished cleaning I sat down for a second then I walked home because it was BEAUTIFUL outside today.

Right now I have a very strange urge to clean my computer which I shall do now. So KAZAAA

luv,

Sengawa Hisoka.

Today I feel extremely hyper so I'm sorry if i use poor spelling/grammar. Today I Had Japanese this morning, It was very fun. Today we were given last names and it's our homework to pick out our first names (Which I find extremely hard to do). This morning my Step-father dropped the " You can't live with us when you come back from your trip" bomb on me. This worries me because now I'm going to be homeless and broke and jobless! My Mother is going to try and convince him to let me stay for a few months until I'm back on my feet. Lets pray it works. Today I have to work, at 3:30, it's only a four hour shift so it wont be bad. I like my job now, sometimes I say I don't but I really do! Every day is different though working in a grocery store isn't my kind of fun.
Tonight it is my goal to watch the rest of the count de Monte Courrso (or whatever) anime. Danielle got me hooked. oh I want to go shopping really bad! I got paid today and my paycheck was big but then I had to take out money and pay a bill but some in savings and now i have $30's in which to survive a week and buy my grandmother a shopping card to our local store, for her birthday.
Today was also extremely sunny, oh how I want to be on the beach. Ever since I left Hawaii I've missed surfing. Even though I'm horrible it was fun, an experience. I want to go to the little ice cream shack that's sits just off the beach, which reminds me I want to buy new flip flops and wash my old ones. I also have a strange urge to fish (something I haven't done before) while sitting in a comfy starbucks couch reading the latest hot read and sip on a cinnamon dolce latte. This also reminds me that I want to look for a couple of brent hartingers latest books, I'm already ready 3 of his book, all of which I read each in a matter of a day. To me Manga and sushi restaurants don't go together (I know that was random, gomenasai). Anyways I must be off, My step father wants me to watch his crap while he's out so:

Jane,

Sengawa chan (my japanese last name)

Well it has been an odd month. I finally feel like I'm reconnecting with my best friend yet at the same time I have another best friend. The only thing is, is that they are complete opposites in style but quite the same. They see eachother as aquaintences and this miss a connection do to social boundry. But them not "knowing" one or the other makes me feel like I'm living a lie or a double life. On one hand My friend, Danielle, and I grew up together we know alot about eachother and we love alot of the same things, but the reason why we became so detached in the frist place was because we were best friends for 9 years and yet there is this certain emotional distance that I'm never supposed to know her or she just dosen't want me to know. I still love her with all my heart I mean her family is like a second to mine.
My other friend, Alex connects with me on an emotional basiswe like alot of the same things as well but on a different specrtum then Danielle, which is why I love both of them equally- they are just so different- but Alex and I are at the fresh best friend stage where she has my trust but I just there isn't much of an experience as a "We." We can not remember how we first became friends, as I do with Danielle, but it was all so fast and we just stick.
I feel like a bad person to have these two people so close me, but not just one. I almost feel greedy and attention wanting, but why? I have no need to be in a spotlight, not at all. This feels so hard to explain but I do have a habit of complicating figurative issues. latley I just feel emotionally detached from the world, my friends being the only people I'm attached to; It is though I am in two.
There is so much I want to do but so little that I can. I really want to go to a hockey game tomorrow but I can't due to the fact I'm working. I would also like to hang out with Danielle alot more, but I dont want to be an intrution on her space; However, the next time that we do hang out I want to make it a point to talk about eachother rather than video games and anime, which is all fun but not help the 'us'. I also really want to go shopping I have had an urge to for the longest time, now that I'm going to Europe this summer (and I have a cellphone bill to pay) My funds are very limited as they must go to these causes. I'm also wanting to hang with Alex more as well, I have had a strange urge to walk the sea wall and go to the beach the last while but considering that it is still way too cold, I can not for i might catch cold.
Latley I have been hanging out with my friends Katie and Sofie a lot more. I have this thing to hang out with people who dont fit norms. Anyways, Katie is quite religious which is something I find alright and fun. Katie and I continuously have mini debates on religion vs. sexuality and morals, it's all in fun and you got to love her for it. Sofie is my mini Greek hockey/celebrtiy obsessed friend lol. Sofie is always full of energy and gives my the play by play on the who, what, when, where, and why, even if I hadn't inquirred about the information, who needs the news if your friend is the paparazzi?
All my friends seem to be very different we all have some similarities but sometimes even our similarities arn't the same. I believe it's the fact that we all give a f*ck and can accept one another through our gossipy juvinille facades. Even though all these people are those I've grown with for the past five years we've all changed to the point were when I move away for college that, other then a select few, I wouldn't miss them in the least bit, or at all.I will still write to these people but as the years go by they will more then likely reduce untilten years from now at our high school reunion. Even by then now one would care,we'd be caught up in our lives as it is. I can picture it now, we greet, brag about our success' and conceal our failures, laugh about high school and the stupidity that surrounded our childhood dellmas. It will be a joyous occasion, for the night, then as the sun will rise we will return to our daily lives of, careers or children, perhaps even both. I have hope we chall all be successful.
I shall go and let my raw emotion digest. I shall return soon.
Love,
Myoji chan